Exsertus exchange

No food no food today. I find Northumberland street overwhelming with food smells; pasties, meat, burgers, fries, oil, fat, fat fat.
Im not eating. Im not eating because I want to feel hungry I want to feel a little bit of what it must feel like to be hungry. I know when Im hungry and when I feel hungry I feed myself. What if there was no food to feed myself. How would it feel not to be able to feed myself.
Im away, Im away from all the food, the spending, the market place, the place where people shop, eat, drink, numb.
Im feeling like Im away. My head is heavy. My stomach is light.
I look forward to seeing you.